doomed

I feel happy right now.. but at the same time I feel empty.

A guy friend that I haven't talked to in forreeevverr messaged me today for some advice and prayer :) I'm actually so happy whenever people want to talk to me. I was glad I was able to catch up with him.. and like most guys, he had a girl problem. When he started off telling me about her, I was beaming and I was legit smiling.. he finally found someone that would make him happy :D .. but then, he told me that she wasn't a Christian. I felt my heart just.. drop. It sucked.. big time. He was pretty sad and he told me that he'd ask her out right away if she was a Christian.. but that wasn't the case. He felt so confused and conflicted. I told him and a few people about a nickname for him.. so, we're gonna call him "bottle". Random, I know. Anyways, bottle really likes this girl.. and we used to be like, best friends.. so I felt so sad. I encouraged him to share the Good News of Jesus Christ to her.. but to be careful at the same time. I told him to make sure she doesn't say "yes" to God because of him.. but rather say "yes" to God because of how amazing God, Himself, is.

ladeedaaaa..

Then I shared. My relationship. From the first line of this post, I can't decide if my emptiness is from my relationship or the fact that bottle's girl interest isn't a Christian. Maybe it's both. I don't know. Anyways.. I talked to bottle about my thoughts on my relationship. Haven't really done that to anyone outside of my family.. except for one girl.. but anyways.. we shared. It was nice to talk to him again. Nice to see how God has been working in his life..

and.. now.. the reason for the title of this post. It's currently 3:25AM.. and I have a psychology paper due in the morning when I get to school. I haven't exactly started it yet. Well, I have.. but barely. I'm tired now, but I definitely can't sleep. Gotta get this paper done. Hence, doomed. But I'm not actually haha I just pray that God'll grant me strength through the day tomorrow. I'll probably end up taking a long nap in between my classes. I have a 5-hour gap between my classes on monday x_x.. but yea. Mondays are my favourite though. It's so.. chill.. but stressful at the same time. I find time to rest physically and spiritually when I just read and chill with God. It's nice. Anyways, I should probably start typing out words on the Word Doc about psych instead of this lovely blog which I barely ever use.

Maybe I'll post again sometime..
I'll think about it hehe