the one awkward place.

Usually I'm the type of girl that can fit in just fine.. talk to people just fine.. make friends just fine.. hang around people just fine. Except there's one place I feel so.. out of place. Show Choir. It's kinda weird that it's that.. but it's true. All the Grade 12s that I know are all in their .. "dance-y cliques".. or "dramiee cliques".. or whatever.. and then there are all the younger kids. I think the only people that actually talk to me are the people in Grade 9. I feel so.. awkward. I fit right in. (my height kinda.. adds to that too..) but then when they start talking about school stuff, my mind keeps going "man, that was sooo long ago and seriously kids, don't worry" LOL but I can't say that. It's too.. weird. Plus, I think everyone there is like AY or AU kids. I'm special hehe. But yea, it's been getting better I guess. I need to break out of my shell and just have fun. lalalaaaa ~ we have Show Choir Nationals tomorrow! (aka no school) and it's in the Sony Center! (how cool is that? .. very cool) Anyways, I'm excited :)