tina.

knowing that she's in pain.
knowing that she's insecure.
knowing that she's lost in the world.
knowing that she's not her own.
God is her Healer.
God is her Rock.
God is her Saviour.
God is her Lord.
she just has to remember that He loves her.
she just has to remember that He died for her.
she just has to remember that He will never leave her.
she just has to remember that He is her Father.
therefore,
she is an heir.
she is a warrior.
she is His daughter.
she is His princess.

e-circle. kinda.

if you don't know, the "e" stands for encouragement. generally people just encourage each other and stuff.. but just now, i received an email from one of my co-execs from my school's fellowship.. and he just encouraged and thanked everyone.. like, individually. he had a paragraph for everyone and when i read mine, i was .. so happy hahaha ! it's funny how a few encouraging words can bring someone up. i want to send an email to all of them now too ! .. but i have a lot of things due tomorrow. hopefully i can fit in some time to do it and send it out to all of them asap.. i started, but i'm worried i won't finish soon enough. i just finished one person, and hers alone is like.. 10 lines. LOL ! o well.. i should just get my work done and do it soon haha .. maybe i'll post it up on here after :)

regionals

w-w-wait. what?! so, basically.. today was a really hectic and unexpected day. there was badminton regionals and only the top two from the previous round of each division was able to go. in the last round, i made 4th. hence, i didn't have any intentions of going today. but, during my first period class, i got a text saying sunbathing along the lines of "charis! you guys can play today!!!" .... i was like .. what the heck? hahaha! but yea, turns out that the first place winner of the previous round injured herself prior to the tournament. so, i had a huge hassle of trying to get out of class, finding my partner who didn't have a phone, calling the taxi and just.. going there safely and what not .. oh, and rescheduling a french test I've delayed for about a week.. LOOOL! funny thing is, once we got there.. we were called to play.. and guess what? the court we were playing on was filmed by Rogers LOOOL how sick is that? so tomorrow, we're gonna be put on tv.. along with an interview.. tomorrow night at 7:30 on chanel 63 .. i think lol!

but yea, we got fourth. not bad considering the fact that we weren't even supposed to be there HAHAHA! anyways, I'm off. so much work to do.. and so little time.

-Friday, April 20, 2012.

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help

I don't know what to do. I have a few friends that.. abuse their body in ways that are not good. And I have other that I suspect that she's doing bad stuff to her body. I don't know what to do. I don't see her often at all.. if anything, it's once in a blue moon.. but I wish I could help her. Thing is, all I can do from where I am now, is probably just send her encouragements and just pray for her. Sometimes, we forget how powerful and amazing prayer really is. But yea, I'm not all too sure what to do.. but I really pray that God's name will be glorified ultimately in everything that I'm here for.

..

what in the world..

am i supposed to not be his friend or something? i don't even talk to him about anything other than school or felly stuff. if you have that mindset, i honestly can't do anything.. and i guess i won't do anything. don't expect me to look or talk to you anymore. how am i supposed to do anything when you think I'm two-faced..

think what you want.

i don't care anymore.

i can't care.

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so uhm..

I feel like I have to make right with you. There's this thing that's telling me not to do anything cause I don't think it'll actually help you.. but at the same time, I really want to be here for you if you ever need someone to talk to.. our have someone pray over you. You're taking prayer requests, but what about others praying for you? We're gonna burn out sooner or later.. unless we both step up our game and try our best to seek God.

and btw, I saw everything LOL even if you took them off, I saw them.. and I still see them.. uhm, I know that I may not be the one to say anything, but gah yauu in pursuing God :) Let me know if you want me to pray for anything in particular.. I'll be praying for you regardless lol

ok.. back to data =="

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a weird cut.

For the longest time, I thought I had a sore throat. You know that feeling when you swallow and it hurts like crazy? That's happening, but it wasn't until recently I that I realized that it's something else. Obviously it's sore.. and it's my throat.. ish.. but it's not what I initially thought. So.. over the weekend, I was doing a lot of screaming and cheering and what not for Show Choir Nationals.. and while I was screaming, I kinda felt something to randomly hurt in the back of my mouth.. so I didn't yell as much after that. However, I thought it was nothing, so.. life went on. The next morning, my throat was killing and that painful swallowing sensation came in. I shrugged it off.. but then yesterday, I decided to actually.. look.. and yea, I have a cut at the back of my throat. It's gross and painful.. but whatever. Can't really do much about it. But yea, it hurts :(