yesterday? .. lol, it's over now.

Yesterday was intense. Like, legit.. all day was so intense. LOOOL! First I had a school badminton tournament. Doesn't sound so stressful right? But it was. The top 4 players of each category move on to the next round. That doesn't sound so bad either LOL but yea, there's a beast team that's also playing mixed doubles. (yea, I played mixed lol) I knew they'd get first.. but there were also other teams with provincial players I used to train with asking with my own school's other mixed team.... too intense LOL but yea, to keep things short, wet made it to the next round by God's grace :)

Next up, I had a show choir dress rehearsal that took place right after school.. we had a show last night and that last rehearsal was really important. Thing is, when it started, I was still at some other school due to the badminton thing LOOOL!! i was actually freaking out cause I'm sort of worried that they'll kick me out or something.. but yea, once again praise God that I didn't miss the actual practice time we had on stage lol!

but yea, I'm in the middle of choir practice right now so I'm not gonna expand on anything.. but the show was amazing. like, actually. and we got to go to menchie's (frozen yogurt) after the show hehehhee best place ever :) they got watermelon flavor!!! but yea..

yesterday was awesome.. but long. but yea, ptL :)

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in the world, but not of it.

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frustrated.

Wow, I'm actually so frustrated right now. I haven't really been stressing over uni applications.. but I just realized that I could've applied to McGill and get accepted. With my marks right now, I'd actually be able to get in. The only reason why I didn't bother to apply before.. was because it needed calculus. Can you believe it? I didn't accept the idea of going to the prestige school because I was lazy and I didn't want to change my schedule to take advanced functions and calculus. augh.. maybe you're wondering why I didn't take it?.. all of the other Ontario schools don't require calculus specifically. They just wanted one 12U math.. so I did data management. But yea, I'm kinda bothered at the moment.. but I'm sure it'll pass. Now I don't even know if I should just jump into whatever uni I get into, or just wait an extra year.. maybe do missions.. volunteer work.. build my resume.. improve some marks.. I don't know. All I know right now, is that I really need to lift this up into God's hands and let Him take care of things.

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april foos?

APRIL FOOS !
HAHAHHAHA ! someone wrote that to me today after trolling me. In my mind, I'm like "dude, learn to spell first" AHHAH ! but yea, it's good. I'm sure he does, but he just missed the "L". *sigh, too many people are trying to troll today.

I really don't know the point of this blog post, but on a more serious note.. I want to think about my grandma. Even though I've never met her, today is actually the day that she went to party with the Lord. I'm sad in a way cause I've never had the opportunity to meet her. Apparently she was super amazing and outgoing .. more than my mom (say what?) but at the same time, I'm really happy for her. Jealous sometimes too. She's at a place way better than the one I'm stuck on right now. This world is full of sin and if she were still here, she'd be pretty old and maybe spoiling me a lot.. BUT that's not the point. I'm happy that she's chilling with the Lord and giving Him praise :)

nts:

dedicate each and every day to the Lord.
let Him take hold and carry you through.
surrender everything.

replenish

This past evening, I had the opportunity to listen in on a Christian .. discussion thing called "Alive @ 9". It's ran by an organization called Regen+Nation LOL Anyways, I just wanted to mention a really awesome idea on my blog. Someone asked a question regarding on how to keep the passion going for God.. or just not becoming dull to what we believe in. (i'm a Christian btw XD).. and one of the things that they suggested.. was to preach the Gospel to yourself.. everyday. I found that concept super cool and I absolutely love it. Thing is, I need to start doing my devos and prayer time before I can even tell the Gospel to myself.

Before I continue, I'll sum up the Gospel really briefly:

1. God is holy.. which means He is set apart from sin. He can't stand that stuff. What is sin? It is anything we think, say or do that breaks God's Law.. aka the Bible. So in other words, God is perfect and can't stand impure stuffs.
2. We .. as humans .. are totally full and stuffed with this nastiness called sin. Because of it, we're separated from God :(
3. However, God loves us. Not our sin. Us. He wants to be with us.. so in order to do that, He sends His one and only Son to die on the cross for our sins (because the wages of sin is death).. However, He didn't just die there. He rose three days later! His blood was shed and ..
4. Our "slate" is wiped clean. Our sin has been erased (crazy, right?) and we are now able to be in contact with God through Jesus Christ, who died and rose again. Yay! What's even better.. is that we're now able to spend all of eternity with God. (cool, right? it better be!)
5. time to grow, grow, grow in God :)

Anyways, that was super brief.. >>" but yea, even just going over the Gospel and typing out basic stuff was already "refreshing". Doing that everyday would be crazy. Some people might think.. "well, if you do it routinely, won't it become dull again?" Honestly, God .. is not dull. Anything related to Him.. is not dull. And I think that if we truly meditate on His Word and what He's done for us, that passion will never die down because our Lord is just that awesome. Yes, awesome. 

I don't mind you doing your thing and living life.. but I mind when the hearts of other people are involved. Be careful with her heart. Don't break it.. Don't do what you did to your ex.. cause that was really not cool. I hope you don't mind, but I'm gonna keep you on close watch.. and tell her brothers to be on close watch for you. Cause honestly, I've known your weird side for three years now and it hasn't been pretty.. and I'm scared for her. Just, don't break her heart.